Monday, 9 May 2011

Wow !

I haven't written in a long long time. So much has happened in the past year, it's impossible to capture all the detail, all the feeling, right now, and in words. So I won't try ! But it's been a wonderful year. (Touchwood and Thank You to whoever looks after us!)

It's strange, but I have this feeling some times, that every event of my life so far - from school, to college, to career, to relationships..to everything - was a prelude to what lay ahead. And what has now begun. I suppose that this is a tautological observation in some ways, and basically a fatalistic view of life. But I don't mean it in that sense - it's as if, I've reached a point in my life where I can stand, pause, look around, feel, think, observe, love, and feel that this is it. I could not want anything different. Not in a materialistic way (we all want more of that!), but in a sense of feeling completely at peace.

It's been an elusive feeling for me, this "peace". But I may, after all, have found it.

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